God

I cannot believe the lack of faith people have in God now a-days.  Lord knows, with all the sh*t I am going through as a mother, witnessing judges and DA's protecting pedophiles all in the name of money,  even I AND my child still love and know in God.  Hence WHY I don't fear death, nor does she.  We're not about to kill ourselves (as you should give it your all to make it through this life and go on His terms), and would like to live here longer, however, if death were to come today, or tomorrow, we would not fear it.  It's simply passing on over to the otherside. As long as you try to go about your business here, without intentionally bringing harm to others, you're literally, good to go.

Now for those who say, "I don't know what happens when we die," I DO.  I know life is eternal.  Those I love have communicated with me from the otherside (and some whom even inadvertently took their own lives, defeating my theory that suicide or inadvertent suicide, will only lead you back around.  Still, try to hang in there on this singular Quest of ours and believe me, I know it can be hard).  Proving, beyond all reasonable doubt, that they ARE still here and with me.  Everything is eternal.  Therefor, I know what I say is true.  But I also know God is real and true, and that too is because He proved Himself to me, as I had asked Him to when I was a kid.  All you have to do is ask (open your eyes), and you shall receive.

I have Faith in God.  It's the majority of humans that I don't have ANY faith in.

Selassie Forever.

Anyway, like Frusciante sings in Central, "dreading a time that is not near, there's a man on a cross I have no fear, I can't believe these words I'm saying........"  Us too John.  Us too.  I and I.  (and yes, listen.  That is what he is saying.  It terrifies people to admit it.)

praise Jah

God, Jah, Allah, it doesn't matter because it's all - One Love, One Universe, One Sun & One GOD

Why Is The Great State of PA So Corrupt?

Seriously.  Can someone riddle me as to why.  I've heard from others, such as the mayor of Dallas (via my birth mother) that I needed to look at it this way, "Who the hell goes to law school and chooses to practice in PA (not counting philly) unless you were from there to begin with?"  Good point.  It's the only thing I can sort of explain.  And it would account for the how's and why's the "good 'ol boy" network is still in play.

Last night on PCN I happened to catch the Q & A with the author, director and kids of R. Budd Dwyer.  The film, (which I had missed but is going to be on PBS 01/22 at 11:30pm and if I get my homework finished I will surely watch) they were there discussing is called, An Honest Man: The Life of R. Budd Dwyer.

I'm sure everyone has seen the clip of Dwyer's televised suicide.  However, what he wanted to bring to light was just how deep the levels of corruption run in the state of PA.  WHY?  Why? WHY???  It's funny, because of all the places I've lived in my lifetime, this place is by far my most favorite.  It's scenery and beauty is beyond compare.  And yet what I've learned here, from what goes on and get's hidden by the natives of, say the county I am in, is Satanism at it's finest (but then again if you research The Order of the Red Rose, it is satanism at it's core.  You'll have to read The Monster of Florence to understand).  People tell me to leave, but why should I leave? Why can't we just shed light all the evil beings which live and breed here and put an end to it once and for all?

I'd also like for everyone to check out the site, Yardbird.com.  It's the author of the book this film was based on webs' site and man, does he go for the gold.  His investigative skills are beyond glorious and he really puts himself on the line by bringing attention to these crimes.

The levels of perversions which have corrupted this state run deep.   And it's the Children who are their fresh meat.  If anyone has any insight into why the state of Pennsylvania is so corrupt, please share your thoughts with me.

And may God (bless &) save this queen.
Godbless