Thank YOU GOD

And I'm Probably Going to be Taken Out For Posting This, but.....

I just found out that it is basically immoral and illegal for aggravated sexual assault charges (these were brought BEFORE the change in the definition of rape) to get "thrown out" by the DA because the perp supposedly passed a lie detector (this is what happened to my family).  Mind you, this is after the perp was found guilty by Children and Youth.  Not to mention that for over a year, the ADA and city detective had said they knew he had done it (there's really no denying it) and he was going away for 10-20 years.  This they maintained for over a year!!!!!

What makes me literally ill is thinking about who ordered the charges to be dropped.  As well as how many people in positions of authority, Detectives (who is a father), Assistant DA's and DA's (both of whom were women)went along with this, all to keep their jobs.  So essentially they are covering up some of the worst types of cases of human perversion, and doing it all for money.  Doesn't that make them then in a sense, nothing more then prostitutes??? And actually, I bet prostitutes would serve up a pedophile to the fuzz rather then protect one in a heartbeat.  Thus, I don't mean to offend the actual street prostitutes (many of whom were and are victims of abuse themselves), as I am merely jacking the word for use in the sense of selling yourself (soul, morals) for money.

I'm also ill because I also know, we can't be the only family that this has happened to or is happening to.

**I should also note that I had called the counties on either side of me and asked each judicial dept if charges of this sort could get thrown out by the perp passing a lie detector (well really I had called one for a good referral and simply was telling our story, when I was told that that was "simply impossible").  The other said, "it wouldn't and couldn't happen."  I had found out definitively Friday from someone in my county that indeed, we were given the shaft. The answer remains, why?  Who's behind this (I have my suspicions)? And who are all the other kids being harmed?  Because some of these people involved who would have the authority to call off such charges, and make such a violation and perversion of the justice system acceptable (in their evil eyes), also have the authority to take kid's from their parents, and do daily in their courtroom.  And that my friends is just COMPLETELY unacceptable.  

Cause For A Civil War

Ok.  I found out today, that in PA, even if Children and Youth found the parent guilty of Rape (as deemed by the new legal standards), the longest time a child can have the security of being kept from that parent is a maximum of three years!!!!  And thats at the judges' discretion.   The judge could order there not to be  PFA, or a 6 month one or an 18 month one, for the rape of a child!!!!  And yet, there are minimum mandatory guidelines in place which would send someone (usually inner city kids) to jail for a nickle bag of schwag, that's a joint of cheap low grade marijuana.  And I say usually inner city as the guidelines are for being in a school zone.  Well in a inner city, just about every block is in a school zone.

Problem number two.  I found out today that my state has found that jury's don't usually come back with guilty verdicts for white sex offenders.  Hmmmm.  Yet, some young Puerto Rican kid, or Mulatto they deem fit to find guilty for the big, bad drug called marijuana.

I am sick to death of this ass backward world.  Things don't need to change, THEY MUST.  And I'm not even going to say it's a white problem, but rather the colonialistic mentality which prevails that must end.  Fopr if it doesn't, well wait...that is not even an option.  To quote Ox from the film Belly, "YOU WANT WAR?" because they're about to get a war.  God willing

and GOD bless

One Love, One World, One Life -and our last chance.  

Pedophilia is Condoned in PA

Today Jerry Sundusky was granted visits with his grandkids.  So basically the Judge is in cahoots with this sick perversion that exists in PA.  Do I feel that maybe there is truth to the rumors that a high-up pedophile ring exists in PA?  Yes, I do.  And thankfully in reading the comments associated with the accompanying article, many others can see right through this judges decision.

I for one am not surprised.   Truthfully, I would have been surprised if the judge denied the visits.  I will also be SHOCKED if Sandusky is even convicted as they protect their own.

Again, what is happening in the great state of PA is far worse then even the Franklin Credit Scandal.  And my only wish and hope is, to have it get busted wide open.  And have the judges involved, exposed, the DA's who protected for the sake of their jobs (and maybe life) exposed as well.  Remember, nothing is more valuable than children to us parents and for totally different reasons to these sick pedophiles.  Do you have any idea of how much money is involved?  Child pornography, sexual slavery and child pimping are THE most lucrative things in the world.  Human trafficking brings in more money globally each year then illegal drugs AND the illegal weapons trade.  And a clear number isn't even available as government heads/employee's like to keep this dirty little secret, just that, a secret.  Why do you think they can tap Rahem's mother's house down in the hood, but NOT trace these illegal porn sites (by the time a warrant IS issued the sites already down).  Don't believe me, investigate it yourself.  Watch the film TRADE.  Child auctions are very much alive, well AND protected.  Visit http://johnnygosch.com/.  It's a sick, sick world.  We are at War.  It's truly us against them.  Those of us who wouldn't condone, nor commit such a heinous crime against a child nor protect one who did, and those who "don't see what the big deal is," to quote the judge on my child's case (whom might I add is deemed the most conservative in the county -my ass.  I AM a true conservative, not he).

However, I must have faith that their time is over and Good will prevail.  They may have unlimited amount of money at their disposal, but we've got God.  Right?  So let's end this sick Satanic perversion once and for all.

Godbless

for further reading on trafficking http://www.pbs.org/wgbh/pages/frontline/slaves/etc/stats.html

All Who Knew Or Heard and Didn't Believe Should Hang

So the school were told of this perversion and did nothing??  I am sure that some will now even come to his defense by saying this scumbag didn't violate these kids, and he was "just" playing.  We need to ask ourselves as a society what has happened that we would as adults, turn a blind eye to such perversions.

God help us all, and please Bless these and all children, for it's they who will become the adults here.

(And now do you see why I have lost faith in the majority of humans.)

God

I cannot believe the lack of faith people have in God now a-days.  Lord knows, with all the sh*t I am going through as a mother, witnessing judges and DA's protecting pedophiles all in the name of money,  even I AND my child still love and know in God.  Hence WHY I don't fear death, nor does she.  We're not about to kill ourselves (as you should give it your all to make it through this life and go on His terms), and would like to live here longer, however, if death were to come today, or tomorrow, we would not fear it.  It's simply passing on over to the otherside. As long as you try to go about your business here, without intentionally bringing harm to others, you're literally, good to go.

Now for those who say, "I don't know what happens when we die," I DO.  I know life is eternal.  Those I love have communicated with me from the otherside (and some whom even inadvertently took their own lives, defeating my theory that suicide or inadvertent suicide, will only lead you back around.  Still, try to hang in there on this singular Quest of ours and believe me, I know it can be hard).  Proving, beyond all reasonable doubt, that they ARE still here and with me.  Everything is eternal.  Therefor, I know what I say is true.  But I also know God is real and true, and that too is because He proved Himself to me, as I had asked Him to when I was a kid.  All you have to do is ask (open your eyes), and you shall receive.

I have Faith in God.  It's the majority of humans that I don't have ANY faith in.

Selassie Forever.

Anyway, like Frusciante sings in Central, "dreading a time that is not near, there's a man on a cross I have no fear, I can't believe these words I'm saying........"  Us too John.  Us too.  I and I.  (and yes, listen.  That is what he is saying.  It terrifies people to admit it.)

praise Jah

God, Jah, Allah, it doesn't matter because it's all - One Love, One Universe, One Sun & One GOD

Why Is The Great State of PA So Corrupt?

Seriously.  Can someone riddle me as to why.  I've heard from others, such as the mayor of Dallas (via my birth mother) that I needed to look at it this way, "Who the hell goes to law school and chooses to practice in PA (not counting philly) unless you were from there to begin with?"  Good point.  It's the only thing I can sort of explain.  And it would account for the how's and why's the "good 'ol boy" network is still in play.

Last night on PCN I happened to catch the Q & A with the author, director and kids of R. Budd Dwyer.  The film, (which I had missed but is going to be on PBS 01/22 at 11:30pm and if I get my homework finished I will surely watch) they were there discussing is called, An Honest Man: The Life of R. Budd Dwyer.

I'm sure everyone has seen the clip of Dwyer's televised suicide.  However, what he wanted to bring to light was just how deep the levels of corruption run in the state of PA.  WHY?  Why? WHY???  It's funny, because of all the places I've lived in my lifetime, this place is by far my most favorite.  It's scenery and beauty is beyond compare.  And yet what I've learned here, from what goes on and get's hidden by the natives of, say the county I am in, is Satanism at it's finest (but then again if you research The Order of the Red Rose, it is satanism at it's core.  You'll have to read The Monster of Florence to understand).  People tell me to leave, but why should I leave? Why can't we just shed light all the evil beings which live and breed here and put an end to it once and for all?

I'd also like for everyone to check out the site, Yardbird.com.  It's the author of the book this film was based on webs' site and man, does he go for the gold.  His investigative skills are beyond glorious and he really puts himself on the line by bringing attention to these crimes.

The levels of perversions which have corrupted this state run deep.   And it's the Children who are their fresh meat.  If anyone has any insight into why the state of Pennsylvania is so corrupt, please share your thoughts with me.

And may God (bless &) save this queen.
Godbless