I'm Just Curious **Updated***

Why is it that , my child's rape was allowed to go on for two years (between the ages of 6 and 8), because the perp was supposedly an, "informant," with the big wig dealer/legit biz man/white long time local/perp's sugar daddy being his roommate STILL, and I cannot find a lawyer to help me sue.

I have case in points where her visits should have stopped when I pulled up to a drug bust going down, but was told the warrant was "bad" because "cops cannot get a search warrant because they saw something illegal on private property."  That was what I was told, and that is wrong.

Or when I took him to court for contempt as he took my child out of state with this "sugar daddy" of his, even though there was a "no contact"  clause in our agreement about him as he had 3cnts of corruption of minor charges, and being as the judge refused to give a ruling (yes I have this all in court doc's) so my then 8 yr old had to suffer a final rape.

Is everyone in the state corrupt??  Is everyone on this biz guy/sugar daddy's payroll???  Because that is what it's beginning to feel like.



God......help me/us, PLEASE.

ONE LOVE....and please, Pray for Omama.  Pray some good will come from all of this.

Many Blessings

***UPDATED***

I had a reading a few months ago by Bill Philipps.  And he told me something others have told me, that I MUST release my anger I have towards all of those involved as it's keeping their fate from befalling them.  So as hard as it is, that is what I am trying to do.  I've put it out there, this post, my blog, even though I was forced to start it for a Psy class, has really been my vehicle for crying out, screaming really, of just how much pain I am in, and justifiably so (the kid had therapy, but what about me?  Aside from being being offered legal drugs -which not in a million years would I, there is/was nothing, nothing for me but to grit my teeth and try to walk bearing this weight).  So as of today, the end of the first week of July 2012, I am going to try to walk forward, without bearing the anger, or even the memory of all of this.  I aim to walk into the light, worrying only of each step of the mountain of success that I aim to climb.  Thus, everything, is going to be ok, no, everything IS going to be alright.

Thank you and GODBLESS, always.  ~ Love, the mama behind this machine

Forgive Them Lord For THEY Know Not What They've Done

...and as sure as the sun's gonna shine, I'm gonna get my share, of what's mine.  

It's Amazing....

People can be total drunkards every night, or popping synthetic pharmaceuticals like they are going out of style, smoking tobacco and littering the butts in public streets, and even be gluttonous with their sugary sweets......but Goddamn, I only like a little herb once in a while, usually via edible herb (marijuana) and I am fired for being a fucking PARIAH.

I guess, nothing will ever change.

FUCKERS

Free herb.  And if you can't agree, I've nothing to say to you.  Because, enough IS enough.

To quote the late, great Dr. Martin Luther King in his Letters From a Birmingham Jail, “an unjust law is a human law that is not rooted in eternal law or natural law.”  And that law is the criminalization of the Holy Herb. 

Godbless

The Constitutionality of Civil Confinement of Sexual Predators

There is much debate today about how to handle our, what seems like an influx of violent sexual predators as of late.   What has been in place in many states, initiating in Washington in the 1990s is civil confinement for those who after they have served their time, are still deemed a threat to society.  Many feel that this is an infringement on the perpetrator’s constitutional rights, yet what about the rights of the women and children in society?  When does and should one’s past behavior supersede their constitutional rights?  And what is the reason behind civil confinement for sex predators?  As of now, in regards to issuing such a hold on a person, the state is thus forced to impose and offer treatment.  However, if the reason for the person’s civil confinement is because they are a threat to society for the sole reason of their having a sick perversion and obsession which entails the sexual violation of another, which cannot be controlled and there has proven to be no cure, how can there ever thus be treatment? 

When we look at all the different aspects, the pro’s and the con’s concerning the civil confinement of sexual predators, there are many things which must be evaluated and as well, re-evaluated within the criminal justice system.  For case in point, much of the pro’s found against civil confinement is cost.  What is the cost, (about $100,000 per year per inmate) but if the reason and purpose behind civil confinement is because that person is deemed a major threat to society, then really, is there a price too high to pay to ensure the safety and lives of our children?   Of course not, the problem in which lies in how we handle crime and view crime.  We spend a countless amount of monies each year incarcerating many for non-violent crimes, crimes of which often carry heavy minimum mandatory sentences with them and those persons committed crimes which usually harmed no one but themselves.  And to say they harmed kids with their drugs is ludicrous as the USA is the most medicated nation in the universe where you won’t find it uncommon for dentists to prescribe methadone to a twelve year old for the pulling out of their wisdom tooth, or of another doctor prescribing a fifteen year old Percocet for cramps.  The point is, these people who are, when free,  out hunting prey, prey who are our mother’s, sisters daughters, and children, are really, so numerous in size, that they would keep the prison system business afloat solely on catching and keeping them,  as there is no cure for their addiction. 

In conclusion, it would be fair to say that being as the war on drugs is beyond an embarrassing and colossal failure, or scam depending on who you ask, it should be abolished, thus freeing up law enforcements time so they could go after those who deserve to be rotting in our prisons, like sexual predators.  We should rethink wasting our tax dollars on treatment for these usually habitual offenders, and save the treatment arm of corrections for those who have been only harming themselves with their addictions, such as drug addicts, prostitutes and petty thieves (whom are all too often adults survivor/victims of a sexual predator themselves).   As once a person crosses that moral behavioral line, they must then suffer the consequences.  When a person deems it fit to rape a child, they essentially, at that moment gave up their constitutional rights.  In fact, in my eyes, I feel they actually traded their "rights" when they violated that other non-consenting person. 

That's Omama's take.  What's yours?

Godbless

WOO HOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Omama has NEVER been so happy to EAT HER WORDS, as ......


SANDUSKY HAS BEEN FOUND GUILTY OF 45 OF THE 48 CHARGES AGAINST HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Omama is crying tears of joy for ALL those brave victims who took the stand, and all the others who couldn't.

BLESS BLESS BLESS

And remember, "The truth is an offence, but not a sin.  Is he who laughs last, is he who wins."

Godbless

p.s  Great Job!! ~ to those on the jury

Everyone Thought I was Kidding

This is a gem.

So the defense hit a "gold mine" today in the Sandusly case by presenting a tape recording between ONE vic and two state troopers.  The defense is claiming that the vic was coerced into giving his statement.  Nice...but what about all the other kids?

Irregardless, I for one will only be shocked if this sicko goes to prison where he belongs.  But sadly, he's white, he's upper middle class, and he also seems to have an IN with the judge on the case already. In all sincerity, I CAN see him getting off.  But hopefully if that happens, the rest of the country and world will finally see what's been happening in PA.  And hopefully, the many voices together will do what none of us here have been able to, clean up the state of it's high ranking pedophiles, and their cronies who are prancing around free, and on the street.

Godbless

**Update***

Defense rests without calling that sicko Sandusky.  Closing arguments will begin tomorrow.  Will good win over evil???  I don't want to get my hopes up, but we shall see.

BLESS

"Modivated Blindeness"

Modivated Blindness.  Motivated Blindeness is what the experts are saying happened at Penn State.

People chose to look the other way.

Now, I'm not an expert at anything, especially blogging, so I would be the first to admit that there's no way I can even sum up what was said in this article about the Sandusky Affair, or the tip of the iceberg affair as I like to call it.

I know as a fact that this is just the beginning.  The amount of kids being harmed and allowed to be harmed in PA is unnerving.  Especially when many are the children of supposed, "disenfranchised" kids of us lowly single moms.  I know, because I am one and thus, my child was a victim of these perps in this ring for years.  Judges ignored Children and Youth findings in our case, and why?  DA's refused to prosecute after first agreeing prosecution was a must, and why?

The tenticles of Penn State go into every judges chamber in this state.  So when a judge has such a disregard for their own state's Children and Youth, I have to say I smell a rat, because there IS no other excuse.  And not to mention, Omama's gut radar is hardly ever wrong.  That's the worst part.

FBI - come to Lancaster County court house please in PA.  And let's end this "Motivated Blindness" once and for all, and really take care of our kids.  As the children ARE our future, and Lord knows, I've had enough of people like THEM (perverts in high ranking position who just do not care.  They don't care about our kids being sexually abused, nor do they care if that child would grow up and self medicate to numb the pain, because you and I both know, they'd be the first to lock them up and throw away the key.  You see, the scam is on us).

Please click on the link and read the article from today's Washington Post.  They win when we continue to turn our heads.

Evil, your time is up.

Godbless

Law of the Sea Treaty

Ok.  Now I realize that this is a diversion from Omama's usual rantings but MY GOD!  These fucking bozo's ('scuse my French).  Omama awoke to C-Span which is right now airing the Law of the Sea Treaty hearings.  And what these bozo's, all cracka's mind you (I am so Goddamn pissed), what these bozo's are in there talking about are how we're going to get the "reserves" a.k.a OIL that is on the underground shelf in between the Philippines and China!!!???!!!!???  Are they fucking retarded?  Don't answer.  WE all know they are all nothing more then overgrown thirteen year old's merely playing dress-up, let's ALL cut the crap.

A few things.  #1 Why the Fuck would we even Entertain the issue of fucking with China?  They would decimate us.  #2 We are so Goddamn poor, (not morally speaking, for now, as we are) but financially because of these bozo's taking us to war for oil......have they forgotten?  Dumbo's.  And lastly, EVERY, SINGLE THING THAT WE GET FROM BLACK OIL, WE CAN GET FROM HEMP.  What, during WWII we forced farmers to grow it just for the sake of it?  Come on.  The time of these muther fucker's (because they ARE fucking each and every one of us mother's in the ASS, because they are putting whose kids on the line, every which way you look at it, OURS) killing us merely because of their own Goddamn greed needs to be fucking OVER.

What's the problem with hemp?  Nothing.  But if we American's put LIVING in front of everything, personal wealth, monetary gain, and decided to grow hemp, and utilize this glorious plant for ALL of it's natural uses, we would not only become a TOTALLY self-sufficiant nation, but we could also gain our independence from ALL the corporations which OWN US.

Remember, our nation has lost touch with the meaning of, In God We Trust, and we are rather, Under Corporations We ARE Owned.


And that, is my piece.

I am OUT

Godbless

Who Knew?

Well, Omama awoke to find her car had been broken into last night.  Yes, here in my Disney land set of a neighborhood. And actually, it turns out A Lot of my neighbors got hit last night, cars and houses, so I feel a bit better knowing I wasn't singled out.  But it was because of this, that I had to go and close my bank account (my checkbook was in the car).  And it was here that I was talking to my friend who is the bank manager, and in our convo he told me that he went to PennState.  So, obviously I asked him what he thought/felt about the situation going down there now w/ Sandusky and all the rapes, etc.  He said, it made him sick, but that also, he himself was in a football clinic here in our town, at the University (MU), AND Sandusky ran it.  OMG.  I say OMG, because the man who I know and my local pd and nearby city pd both know and have confirmed to be a pimp/drug dealer/legit biz man, well fact, he would recruit poor young boys (of age, but barely) via the internet, to send them to MU, for a price.  And that price meant you must pay back a certain way, with your body....be it with sexual favors, or trafficking drugs across the country in Mercedes (I know this b/c I was privy to private convo's of these guys circa 2006).  This is fact, and this is why I never liked the guy.  You see, Omama has had a colorful life and for a part, spent a great deal of time, albeit over a decade ago, on the streets.  The streets of NYC and of SF/CA and Venice Beach/CA.  And  thankfully Omama picked up a gift on my sketchy travels where I can literally sniff out a pimp a mile away (it wasn't until years later that I found the illegal porn sites with this guys name attached, that's where Omama get's heated, when kids are involved...and yes the fuzz have the links).  Riddle me that.

So, the point is, up until now, I only had my gut going off, and my suspicions.  Now, I'm getting direct links.

You see why I'm glad other cars and homes were hit?  Because this mess is getting deep.

Godbless

Omama

Can Anyone Help

Hi.  I'm logging this back on.  I had taken it down because my child's rapist had filed a appeal for the PFA we had won for her (which is our state's term for a restraining order).  Here's the deal, my child was found to have been raped, by her father.  He never contested the finding.  He was going to be charged criminally, however after being held for over a year (he was on parole for drug trafficking, again, a crime which the judge on our case had NO problem with) and released and charged dropped because he supposedly passed a lie detector test (which is not only illegal, but unjust).  NOW, since the beginning of the new year, I have had to spend the money allotted for my taxes on lawyers ($5g) JUST to keep her legally from her rapist!  HOW IS THIS ACCEPTABLE?????

Now, usually we wouldn't worry.  However, the problem lies in the fact that my child's perp is very well connected.  His "roomate" is a well known drug and human dealer (concurred by TWO police depts) but he is white, clean cut, rich and LOCAL.  Not to mention, who do you think he is plying with fresh meat (aka KIDS).  Anyway, this roomie of my child's perp had 3cnts of corruption of minor charges against him for furnishing alcohol to minors (young boys), so there was a clause in my agreement that my then 8 yr old was not allowed to be with him.  WELL, when I took her perp to court for violating this, as he not only took her out of state without my knowledge, but took her to spend the weekend with him and this no contact guy, the judge looked at my former attorney and said, "I don't see what the big deal is."  He never came back with a ruling,  even though she had another scheduled visit for that weekend (this was a fri.  It took me two weeks to get in front of the judge.....and we cannot get another judge.  he's even on the state's family court panel).  My child ended up having to spend another weekend with her perp and it was after that final visit that she ended up coming forward with what had been happening.  An yes, she was raped on that final visit.

So THAT is why we (myself, my daughter and our new attorney) don't want to go in front of this same judge.  Because HOW can THE supposed most conservative judge in the county find it acceptable, any of this, unless he too is in cahoots.

End, of discussion.

Oh, and lastly, because the very first time my kid came home with marks on her body was actually in 2008 when she was 6.  But here's the kicker, two months prior, on a schedule visit, I went to pick her up from her perp/s (who is also her bio dad if you haven't picked up on that yet) when there was a "drug" bust going down.  He had 65 marijuana plants growing in his back yard.  The neighbors called it in and when the cops arrived they too could see the plants from looking down the side of the row home.  I was told that it was because of this (the cops SEEING the plants) that the warrant was thrown out, thus I wasn't allowed to stop her visits.  HOWEVER, I just took a criminal justice class, and found not only is that NOT true, but it is in fact quite the opposite, that cops CAN get a warrant if the see something illegal on private property.

So, again....something or someone is DIRTY in Lancaster County courthouse, PA.  And my judge on my case, his initials are D.W and his hands, I guarantee, are filthy.   IF it walks like a duck (or 'scuse me, child rapist sympathizer/protector).............

/I am sorry that this is written poorly (I am upset and if I edit I may delete and then they continue to win)
//If anyone can help, with idea's, media attention....we could use the help.  Not even over the corruption, but over the fact that in PA you loose your kids over getting busted for smoking a J (if you're not roomie's with town pimp), but you forcibly penetrate your child's vagina or anus, your're STILL good to go!!!!?????!!!!!!????  How is that acceptable?  It's not.   But until we right this wrong I am going to just accept that this world of ours, is hell.